<p>Candid appraisal time! SFS said maybe later. </p>
<p>After opening the letter containing the bad news I went through several stages of grief. First, a burst of brief sadness followed by the overwhelming fact that there is nothing I can do to change this situation (i.e. finality). I finally understood Modernist Literature for a few seconds. Then sadness again, then disappointment.</p>
<p>Stats:
ACT: 31C (33E, 30M, 35R, 29S).
SATII: 710 MATH I, 660 US/LIT.
APs: Lang, US, CompSci AB all 5s.
GPA: (perhaps my app was shredded after the sight of this) 3.678U, 3.864W (but weighted seems pretty useless to me…).
All honors classes, but freshman year was an extended ride on the struggle shuttle (more like an RV, though, because I seemingly lived on this struggle vehicle). 3.5 freshman, 3.7, sophomore, 3.8junior…senior???
Not to mention my SAT is all over the place (fairly bad, actually. We’re talking 580 one sitting to 720 the next for who knows why). I’m just an ACT guy! </p>
<p>I am not shocked by the deferral, but it is saddening. Although my high school really pushed me in the beginning, I’ve learned more in these (almost) 4 years than I have at any time in my life–and I’ve loved it! And it just is a testament to how formative college is going to be for me (especially since I know how to adjust more quickly). This is why it is somewhat paramount to me that I attend such a great university, where I can fully indulge in learning and its associated challenges. </p>
<p>But GU is a top tier school, and I don’t exactly have stats to match. Not to mention, I had to start in Spanish I freshman year while my peers are zooming through Spanish VI (SFS focusses on success in modern languages). </p>
<p>We’ll see I guess…we’ll see…</p>
<p>One thing is for sure, I’ll still hold on to my passion for international relations and other hobbies for which I pursue ardently! </p>
<p>G’luck everyone. It feels good to say all of this…</p>