<p>The title says it all, but I want to provide some more context.</p>
<p>I'm in the 5th year of my PhD program (I don't want to name any specific details). I have bounced around a lot within my department, but recently I just got my first paper, and I'm in the process of finishing it up. I'm not done with my PhD, but realistically speaking, it's very possible for me to graduate at the end of 6 years. I am not sure if the department would fund a 7th year, but I may need it. </p>
<p>The problem is, if I keep working on what I am working on, I will not have any really good prospects. I know what I want to work on and I can't work on it in my current situation. </p>
<p>I recently saw a posting by a professor whose research I follow extremely closely and it is one of my main goals to get a result and get on their radar. I originally just wanted to get on their radar, possibly do a postdoc with them. They emailed me back saying why not just apply for the PhD program? They do not care how far along I am in my current PhD program. </p>
<p>Without getting into too many details, here are the following issues:
1) Because I bounced around a lot in the department, I don't have a great looking application. It is a decent application, but this professors runs a really good lab. I seriously wonder if I can get in.
2) There's also the issue of my adviser. My adviser would have to write me my lead letter of recommendation for my application. What happens if I don't get in? Then I have to come back to that situation? Would I basically be forced to drop out? </p>
<p>I hope you guys understand my need for discretion, so this isn't something I can talk to my adviser about yet. I'm just trying to see what is possible and gauge the situation properly and then decide what to do.
3) Really the issue is the following. If I stay in my current situation, I'll end up graduating, but I won't have great job prospects. My academic/postdoc prospects are not very good at all as I don't have enough papers or results to compete for those really good postdoc positions. In my field, typical top applicants have at least 4 or 5, and sometimes over a dozen articles in conferences and journals, more conferences, but some in journals too. My industrial options are not great either. So I view staying as possible danger as well. </p>
<p>While I do not think I have a "great" chance of getting admitted...I'm starting to wonder what choice do I have but to apply? </p>
<p>I've also been thinking in terms of time frames. I may realistically need a 7th year or part of a 7th year to graduate. So that's 2 more years. Say I just graduated from my current program, so that's year 6 + 7. Because I won't have great job prospects, best case I will need to do a masters program which typically takes another 2 years. So that's 4 years.</p>
<p>Well if I got into this PhD program, it would take me about 4 years to graduate and I'd have far greater job prospects and I would be funded. Some masters programs I am considering, I don't think they would bother funding me, so that's also a crap load of student loans. </p>
<p>To me the only thing I'm worried about is tact and perception if I don't get in. If I apply, don't get in...am I pretty much done with my adviser? That would mean, at this point of my current PhD program, I'm dropping out. </p>
<p>Does anyone have any experience or any thoughts on this?</p>
<p>I really don't want to come off as a brat. I never really found my stride in my current program, but I did my best to soldier through, because realistically, I didn't know what else I wanted to do. I have a decent relationship with my adviser, though I believe they may be a little annoyed with me because I am starting to stray with my research interests (precisely to the research of this other professor I want to work with!). I really respect my adviser a lot, and I don't want to **** them off or make them feel bad. </p>
<p>I also feel guilty about taking 5 years of funding from this program and not even graduating and then leaving when I'm starting to get traction with my research. Though I have to be honest, the paper I have is pretty much a one-off and I currently don't have a real viable problem to work on. However, like I said, I really do feel guilty about taking the funding for 5 years, and then possibly bolting?</p>
<p>But in my heart...I feel like I need to take this chance. I'm getting older, and I dunno if I'll have another opportunity to do this again. The problem is I didn't find out about any of this stuff until I was deep into my current PhD. I was very ignorant to it all, just never got exposed to it. </p>
<p>Overall, I think the situation is clear. If I stay, I don't think I have good long term prospects. My research record isn't great so postdocs are out, and the type of research I do, it isn't conducive to industry. If I try to transfer to this other PhD program, well I don't estimate myself to have a superb chance of getting in. I wouldn't say it's a 5% chance, but I also wouldn't say it is a coin flip 50% chance either. Somewhere in between. However, if I can get in, I believe this would really alter the direction of my life drastically. But the risk is if I don't get in, I might alienate my adviser and worst case, the department recommends that I drop out? </p>
<p>I appreciate any advice or experience anyone can share. I'm really hoping to hear from someone who has done this or knows someone who has done this.</p>
<p>EDIT: I also wanted to add that I would be applying to a different PhD field than my current field. Though they have some overlap, they are not the same by any stretch. I believe my reasons for transferring are good (I am already reading all of this particular professor's papers and I can't get this research done in my current situation).</p>