<p>If the school feels that my family can sufficiently come up with $6k, then I will definitely need to pay $6k out of my own pocket each year (or take out loans).</p>
<p>In addition to that, these schools meet 100% of need, so I will receive a grant package AND loans/work-study for the remainder of the cost of attendance. Those loans will amount to a few thousand dollars, so I WILL NOT be paying $6k each year. That's $6k PLUS $3k-20k in loans and work-study. To say that's a bargain.. well, I was raised on South Asian frugality and the amount of financial stress this burdens the family with induces guilt.</p>
<p>Cptof, none of the schools that I'm applying to are severely unkind to transfer students, though I am aware that Smith and Mt. Holyoke do not award merit aid.</p>
<p>My current school (public, in-state 4 year) only gives me ~$2,000 to attend college, even though the tuition alone is ~5,000. I commute to save money. The Pell Grant I'm receiving is disgustingly meager. The Honors college doesn't even offer incentives for students (no tuition reduction or full scholarship--cue the incredulity). The reason why I'm going there is because my parents are forcing me to go to a school that's near instead of a school that's far away. Having never attended college, they rigidly maintain that all colleges are on equal footing--something that would make every CCer snort derisively.</p>
<p>The repugnance I feel toward my current school is tremendous and I sincerely doubt my ability to tolerate it for a full four years. First of all, the enrollment is massive (over 30,000 students). It's the complete antithesis of the educational environment I feel I legitimately deserve. Second, it has NO reputation, classes are overcrowded, professors are inaccessible, registration is a nightmare, and the academic programs are weak and underdeveloped beyond belief. (It's star program is MUSIC. Ha ha ha.) Yay for being an anonymous number that feeds money into the machine! (College Experience: F).</p>
<p>I frequently feel that if I never transfer, I might as well drop out of college and get a job, because this degree is comically worthless.</p>
<p>I recognize transfer admission to LACs is a quixotic hope, but I'm not simply applying to the aforementioned LACs but a reputable public school in a distant city. Tuition would be the same, but I would need to buy an apartment and live in the city independently, which would require a job either way.</p>
<p>So.</p>
<p>I don't know.</p>
<p>Let's summarize:
College is expensive and, oh, my collectivist parents should care more about academic programs before they bully their kids into attending Podunk U. 15 mi. away from home.</p>