<p>Disclaimer: I live in Canada, so College = Community College, and **** seems easier here.</p>
<p>I was a bright young highs cool student, like all university bound kids, who had a decently high high school percentage (we don't do GPA out of school) and who got admitted to every university I applied to. I ended up choosing University of Toronto for Electrical Engineering. For what reason, I do not know...</p>
<p>I enjoyed computers, was pretty good at physics and math, hated writing assignments although I was good at them, and had the perception that no other major will get you a job.</p>
<p>I went into my first year, nearly got on probation, but managed to pass by 0.4 of a percent, with a stellar 1.6 GPA. It was at that point that I should have sat down with my self, really done some soul searching, and made the realization that maybe engineering was not right for me. But I did not. I arrogantly accepted my "accomplishment" of barely passing, and made a "commitment" to do better the next semester. I went in, following my same old habits, and general lack of interest in the subject matter, did poorly again, dropped a course, failed another one, did summer school, and ended up with about a 1.8 for my first year. </p>
<p>At that point the doubts started to hit. At first I thought I was just suffering from the freshman 15 (15 percent drop in grades, but really it was more like 25) or that I just needed to adjust to University life. </p>
<p>I had the opportunity to switch, but of course I did not. I was still arrogant, and still convinced of my destiny to be an engineer. So I got a summer job working in IT, made some money, and went back for my second year. </p>
<p>The same story again, I said to my self "this year is gonna be different, this is the year I change". Long story short, same **** happens for 3 years straight.</p>
<p>Now I am in my 4th year, and just miserably failed 1 midterm, and barely passed another. I am among some of the most intelligent people in the field, who are bound to become star researchers and academics or at the very least very well paid employees of some gigantic world changing corporation.</p>
<p>Am I jealous, a little. Am I upset, very. Am I discouraged, all too much. Do I care...that is where I can't seem to get a straight answer. </p>
<p>My GPA sits at a 2.1, and I have been getting by for the last 3 years. I was too stupid to realize that I do not belong in this program, but after a few internships with some decent employers (UofT for one, and Department of National Defence), I became complacent. I said to my self I can get a job even with the ****tiest GPA in the world. </p>
<p>Here is the deal for all you future engineers. Make sure you really love what you study. And I mean really love it. You may hate that probability class, or that PDE's class, or that electronics class for you CE's. But the reality is, you have to be able to do well in the subject, even if you hate it and think its useless. </p>
<p>The fact of the matter is your education means ****. You will get high grades, and high paying jobs, but make sure you love those jobs. Make sure you are doing it for the right reasons and not for the pay cheques.</p>
<p>The sad reality is, you do need a high GPA to work for Google after you graduate. But even if you do not have it, you can slave away for a few years getting paid a little less, and work your way up. This will only happen if you care about what you are doing.</p>
<p>So the point of this is to answer all of you "should I go into engineering" people. Only go into it, if that is what you want to do. And the moment you say, "I hate this ****" about every single course you do...switch out. The earlier the better.</p>