A dream deferred?

<p>It was a sad day today.</p>

<p>I got an 181 on my PSAT. I was hoping for something higher. I got a 1740 on a practice SAT freshman year, and was hoping there would be more difference. There are kids in my school who are varsity football, 220 PSAT, class president, etc at my school, and crack jokes about ME. I know I am not supposed to compare myself to them, but, it shows me that I am not performing at my possible best.</p>

<p>My Grades are as follows ATM.</p>

<p>APE3: A-
Physics: B
APCalcAB: B
Journalism: A+
APUS History: A
Robotics: A
Symphonic Band: A
Span: B-</p>

<p>I hope to get all grades as best I can with my finals.</p>

<p>Right now, I am looking besides Yale at CUNY, and Georgetown. Any advice?</p>