<p>Hello,
This isn't my first time on this website, but it is my first time posting on a forum. Everyone seems so nice and gives great advice, so I thought I would give it a try.</p>
<p>Anyway, I'm currently a Junior at my University, and originally majoring in Computer Science, but when I took my first programming class, I realized that I didn't enjoy it, So I decided to major in Japanese. I was doing amazingly well in all my classes and really enjoyed it, however I began to realize, majoring in a language isn't going to be very useful in the real world. I love languages with a passion, so I began to think maybe Linguistics is the way to go. I took my first linguistics class and overall, it's pretty boring. And worst of all, I don't really understand the point of the material I'm learning in the class. How does it even help in the real world? While taking the linguistic classes, I decided to take a few Computer Science classes on the side to see if I can get back into it. Overall, it's not as bad as I thought but still doesn't spark my interest. Programming is just so boring for me.</p>
<p>As I've said before, I really love languages! Japanese, Korean, Chinese and German. I also love technology, but I don't care too much about the programming aspects of it. I'm a big tech geek and I care more about hardware than software. I believe this would be like Electrical Engineering, correct? However, I'm horrid at math. At least I think I am. I keep re-taking Calculus and I can't seem to pass the class. I get help from the teacher assistants, constantly practice problems, but when I take the test, they are completely different than any of the stuff I study for. I think I'm gonna fail the class again, so I'm gonna re-take it and hopefully 3rd time is the charm. It's really frustrating, since I've never had a problem with math until now.</p>
<p>As you can see, I'm a little bit of a mess. I don't know what to do. I'm getting really depressed about it and feel so lost. I'm beginning to realize Linguistics just isn't for me, and I'm always gonna be the "Engineer" type, but I'm not sure how I can possibly become an Engineer if I can't pass a Calculus class. My school is known for having a ridiculously hard math department, but I don't wanna use that as an excuse. I wanna be able to say I passed these hard math classes.</p>
<p>Do you guys have any suggestions that can lead me in the right direction? I've tried talking to my adviser, but she didn't provide any suggestions whatsoever. Felt like she didn't even have an interest in what I was trying to tell her. </p>
<p>Thank You</p>