<p>I'm a senior in college, but with an additional year to go. I have always had this sense that I've wanted to become more involved or have a feeling of belonging. I have always had this in high school, in my work life, at church, and in the community but for some reason not at college. I have no close friends at college and only a few friends at all.</p>
<p>I'm a History major, which isn't a very hands on program. I've wanted to build a relationship all through college with a professor but they never seem to take an interest in me. They seem to favor certain students but I don't know how to get in the door. I'm afraid that I will not have good references from them for grad school or seminary. I know that there are boundaries and I don't think I'm wanting anything that's too much. If I was a professor I would think that I'd want to take an interest in my students, especially in my own department. I'm at a small liberal arts college with about 1600 undergrads.</p>