First, the reason for my course load being “light” is because I have simply run out of classes to take. The reason I am no taking AP Chem or AP Physics is because the averages in those classes are somewhere in the C range and people who are taking it hate it. This doesn’t mean I will but I just don’t think I am interested in those classes as much. I am honestly not one of those people that go out to take classes just because of a GPA bump but I am trying to be next year to raise everything up to sneak into a higher rank bracket (10%, 15%, etc.). It sounds pathetic but I have no alternative in terms of classes to take and I don’t want to take fewer AP’s to look like I am “taking it easy” senior year. Human Geo and Psych are both interesting to me and though they are of lighter load, the alternative is to take like business law or something of that equivalent which from my peers, sounds like an utter waste of time. My econ teacher is telling me to take Intermediate Micro or Macro Economics at GMU with their impressive Economics staff and it is tempting because I have room in my schedule and having nothing better to take. I am already taking an aerospace course out of school which I said was for senior year but I actually taking it this year (apologies). For english, someone asked why I just didn’t take english/take an elective/take honors. Dual is a lot of writing but it is the same course as AP Lang so in terms of material, it shouldn’t be that tough besides doing reading and writing essays and my friends enjoy it thoroughly.
In all honesty, I am going to kill myself. I am already beginning to feel really burnt out and I really am struggling to push my self to do my work and study. I think it is in my best interest (though I might not take that perspective most of the time) to scale back and take some easier classes that are around what I want to do or find interesting. Apparently there is an accounting class that is in the works, maybe I take that?? Maybe I take a semester at GMU for econ?? I might get rid of Environmental because that is just not what I want to do and take Linear Algebra/Diffy Q at the community college (its a 6 am class so I am not sure what happens to my schedule but…) and take an early release.
In terms of the scholarship thing, it probably sounded bad the way I worded it. I do understand it is difficult to get merit and in no way did I mean for it to sound easy. In “going for scholarship” I meant applying for a lot of small ones here and there and trying to save up for a class or two in college.
@snarlatron , the “top ranked schools” comment sounded pretty ridiculous in my opinion and I see your frustration. In terms of LAC, I have never thought about it and its probably good to look into it. The only one I am familiar with is W&M. A friend in my math class got accepted there early so I will speak with her about it. Again, like I said and you pointed out, I really am having a hard time finding out what I want to do and maybe that is a good choice.
@SlackerMomMD , you make a good point about the lack of cohesiveness in my course load. It is really all over the place and is clearly a desperate move for copping out and taking easy classes. Maybe taking a science after a semester of Linear Alg. at the community college would be a good idea?? Probably will do Academic Gov which will piss the gov teacher off because he told me not to “be stupid” and not take his class. Do you think it would be a good idea to take AP or academic gov? Not extremely interested in the class but it may be one of those “good common knowledge that everyone should know” kind of things… Again, let me know what you think…
@ really all of you, I am a 17 year old dude in high school and I am trying to act like all of those hot shots that get into all the “good” schools. I am really not acting on what is good for me and I did not place much importance on that till recently. I just took my first ACT and will be taking the snow-delayed SAT next week. 75% of the schools I listed will laugh at me with those scores most likely. I think I am thinking too far ahead and I always have. I hope to really dial it back which is what everyone has been telling me and take some classes I truly care about because in all honesty, I have no will to work right now. I am super burnt out and I am sick of not doing hw days at a time because I don’t “feel like it.” I really appreciate all of the input. I thought some of it was harsh at first but I realize it is all really true and pertinent info.
At this point I am lost… like I have time to change classes and everything but I just want to ask you all; if you were in my situation (near a community college and GMU with a school that offers most classes you can think of), what would you do? My counselors won’t help much and most of you sound like you have gone through this process. This encompasses class choice, things to do in the summer, ACT/SAT studying, scholarships that you think are great to apply to, etc. If you would like to, message me individually, I would love to hear about what you did in high school, where you went, how you attained happiness and success with whatever you did. Thanks so much guys, I don’t know what I would be doing without your guidance.