Aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<p>My parents think I have no shot. I don't know why I applied to such a selective college anymore. My parents just want me to go to a college with good name recognition. O well, we can be one big happy rejection family :(</p>

<p>everyone follow hoodhopper's example.</p>

<p>Ready?</p>

<p>AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.</p>

<p>it almost feels good.</p>

<p>my dad is oblivious. he thinks ill get in. i can tell my mom knows that i wont get in but she still has faith in me so she doesnt say anything.</p>

<p>as geeky as it sounds, i know that ill be running home from school with lots of food and settle myself comfortably in front of my computer.
check the website constantly starting at 3:30
countdown on CC
get the decision
and drive over to get my very first pair of glasses
=[ getting glasses makes me kind of depressed....</p>

<p>by the way, is anyone else too distracted to do school work? i am way behind and doing very badly because all i can think about is how much i want penn and fantasize about my future days there...</p>

<p>enders_game, I can totally relate. And it really doesn't help that I have two tests and a presentation coming up before the penn decision. That decision better be good cause I have two more tests on friday.</p>

<p>omg its hannukah this week so apparently our school's policy is that we can't assign tests/projects starting wednesday</p>

<p>so yea, my 6 teachers are cramming all their tests tomorrow and tuesday, which i really dont care about because...
PENN DECISIONS ARE COMING OUT THIS THURSDAY!!! </p>

<p>btw, if u want to be "distracted," go see james bond aka daniel craig walking out of the foams of the ocean in those tight blue spandexy swimtrunks like aphrodite herself...</p>

<p>;P</p>

<p>btw ender's game was an amazing book. good choice!</p>

<p>but yea I think coming on CC was the worst and best thing that could happen to me before finding out about Penn.. procrastinating and getting obsessed vs. meeting Penn ED friends from all around the world.
oy vey</p>

<p>oooo ^ def gotta check that out (after the 14th of course)</p>

<p>anyway, I CANT FUNCTION. god im so angry at myself. i used to be able to focus and stuff but right now, the tensions killing me. im literally killing the hours just crapping around, not doing anything. and i kno its gonna come back to bite me in the butt when i FAIL this entire semester but u kno what? ive got 91 hrs left and i just cant stand it... =(
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH</p>

<p><em>whew</em> yea, does feel good</p>

<p>If you like books, check out Wuthering Heights!</p>

<p>i think this thread should be our unOfficial countdown till decisions. The title is a great reflection of all the emotions that we are feeling right now and this thread is a great way to vent and release all of our thoughts before decisions. who's with me?</p>

<p>Wuthering Heights??!?!??! are u fking kidding me...? that book is the most idealistic, unrealistic, worthless piece of shyt</p>

<p>4 pages in 1 day...we're sad</p>

<p>My dad basically feels the same way about my chances as I do at any given time, because he's pretty unfamiliar with the whole process etc.</p>

<p>are you gonna be our official hour countdowner paro? lols we should have an entire new countdown-by-the-hour thread</p>

<p>(btw, u can tell how much im concentrating on my bio...ive just posted 3 things in 2 minutes...)</p>

<p>awwwwwww i loved wuthering heights =)
am now kinda depressed by hamlet, tho. seriously, does life have any purpose for this guy!?!?!</p>

<p>altho grapes of wrath (bka angry raisins) was a good english class assignment for me. inspiring, almost</p>

<p>lol enders_game, sure why not. altho, i think that was wharton411's job, idk</p>

<p>Harry potter ftw.</p>

<p>Wuthering Heights was the worst book ever!! The characters are so unlikeable and the plot is so screwed up!!!</p>

<p>yea Grapes of Wrath was okay. I've always like Steinbeck...
Yea and of course Shakespeare is awesome. Love Hamlet and King Lear especially. Damn it I should've been an english major or something.. and not have to worry about Wharton!</p>

<p>If you hated Wuthering Heights, read Jane Eyre and live will be worth living again.</p>

<p>ok i really need to be studying now i have 65 pages to read in the purple ap chem book thats not going to get done by tomorrow. im going to have to pull something out of my @$$
o and the stat test
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i cant think, or speak correctly im an emotional mess right now. my friends are starting to hate me because they think i have changed.
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all of this i need to get in to get rid of some tension in my life</p>

<p>i love potter
im a nerd</p>

<p>o by the way finals start friday
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