<p>hello all, I hope you're enjoying your day :) I will try to keep this brief</p>
<p>I am the academic type of student- I love learning. I am a physics major. My GPA is pretty low (my physics gpa is 2.7) and I'm in my junior year. I have always suspected that I have a learning disability- my inability to focus is really dragging me down academically. I'm not absorbing information and I try very hard. I really do. I've been too embarrassed to ask my doctor about testing me for it (I don't even know how to ask him!) but I feel like this is the next step. I've talked to friends, family, my significant other and professors about this issue I have in my head. I've asked others (students) if they have the same issues and by the sounds of it they don't have a really tough time focusing. </p>
<p>I really had high hopes of getting my PhD in physics, and it all seems to be fading away. Does this sound like I'm making an excuse for my low GPA (if I were to explain my GPA to grad schools for admission)? I'm not lazy and I'm totally passionate about physics. I know everyone can't have perfect grades and I try not to get hung up on the GPA, but instead actually learning the material.. but I can't even make it to that point. I sit myself in isolated rooms in the library, and still have this barrier. And I believe that there are very complex mental processes specific to mathematics.. and I would imagine that it takes very strong focus to successfully perform mathematical calculations- this is specifically my issue. </p>
<p>I still have 2 years left in college to prove myself in my higher level physics courses. I work hard, and have done several research projects and gone to conferences to present my work, have had a paper published with me as the second author- I really am passionate. My mental abilities (lack of) make me very depressed and although I know everyone can't have perfect grades.. I just feel like I am making an excuse for myself.. even though I know I actually struggle with my focus. </p>
<p>Advice.. please</p>