<p>First, you should be talking to a psychiatrist if you’re considering killing yourself. First thing tomorrow, call your school’s health centre and schedule an appointment.</p>
<p>I took a leave of absence/withdrawal at my school, I had to apply for reinstatement. I have no idea how strict they are, I just wrote an essay telling the truth about why I withdrew and what I have done to make sure I don’t do it again.</p>