<p>Thanks for your replies :)</p>
<p>I’m really scared of talking to the health center or telling any of the administration the truth about why I’m withdrawing. It seems like if I told them they’d put me on leave and wouldn’t let me come back. Last time they heard I was suicidal they kicked me out and it took a very compelling argument for them to let me back in. Also, this has happened twice already, so I don’t think they’d be lenient with me at all or believe me if I came back and said I was better.</p>