<p>"should i feel..."
it's not really possible to control how you feel
The choice isn't how you feel, it's whether or not you accept it and go to the school</p>
<p>Read <b>The Hunger of Memory</b> by Richard Rodriguez</p>
<p>There's a reason why some states outlawed affirmative action</p>
<p>but personally, it's your education, you worked hard, you want to go there, so hey! good for you</p>