<p>Hi everyone!</p>
<p>Well, I'm still trying to decide on what I really want to major in... I'm currently a freshman heading on to my last quarter of the year. I've been thinking about my major ever since summer last year but haven't came up with a final decision yet. I feel like I'm wasting time and money on classes that I don't need. I'm debating between Computer Science and Animation. My major as of right now is Animation. I was previously in Computer Science but I changed it. Now I'm regretting what I've done and want to change back. The amount of times I change my major stays on my record too... :/ I love them equally and I know that both requires a lot of dedication, patience, and hard work. Thing is, I will only have finaid provided to me for my first bachelor's degree so I want to make it worth it. Also, I'm not financially stable enough to be owing a lot of money particularly for wasting units on classes that I don't need.</p>
<p>The problem with Animation is that, I wouldn't be studying it in an actual art school. I'm currently attending a state university and I'm not really sure of the strength of their arts program. I took an introductory art class and we learned how to use software such as Adobe InDesign, Illustrator, and Photoshop. The teacher didn't really teach much. You could say, it was more of a software experiment lab. You pretty much have to teach yourself how to use it. Another problem with Animation is that I don't have enough confidence. I believe that my drawing skills are very low for someone my age. I also feel as if I don't have any creativity. And knowing that there is a lot of competition going on, having low confidence wouldn't help. However, I know that I can improve in a couple of months if only I dedicate myself to drawing. And my last problem with this major is that, I know that it's not necessary to have an arts degree in order to do something art-related. All that's needed is a good portfolio. If I know that I can learn how to use animation programs such as the Maya 3D software on my own depending on tutorials, I can save thousands of dollars.</p>
<p>As for Computer Science, I'm not particularly the type who loves to solve puzzles. I do love computers, but I don't like over thinking things; which I tend to do when I encounter technical things. Math on the other hand, isn't my strength. I can remember how to do the problems before a test, but I wouldn't remember it on the long run. Sometimes I forget the difference between understanding and memorizing and I'm not aware of when I do either one. I also never took Physics in high school which they recommended me. I took Chemistry but I didn't learn a thing. Anyway, again. It's a matter of confidence. I believe that I can improve on math if I just dedicate myself to it. I've witnessed people who were once terrible, become better. </p>
<p>In the end, it's either I dedicate myself to drawing and animating or dedicate myself to math and programming. It's difficult to do two at the same time. And knowing that I have finaid offered to me for one bachelor's degree, the other degree would have to come right out of my pocket (if I decide to go back to school). And knowing that I'm not in a great financial position, I definitely need a decent job right after graduation.</p>
<p>All in all, I want to be a game designer. Whether I major in Animation or Computer Science. I want to do something that relates to computers and creates.</p>
<p>I'd appreciate some advice if you're familiar with any/or both of these two areas: Computer Science and Animation. Thanks for reading (if you've made it this far)!</p>