<p>I have the option of joining my school's chapter of the National Honor Society. I am not sure if I should. </p>
<p>Due to a serious illness for the past five years, during the school year all I do is school work (and that's only for a few hours each day) and things related to my health (going to doctor's appointments, etc.). During the summer, I am able to volunteer with my dog at a nursing home nearby (I trained her to be a therapy dog). I also just started knitting blankets for the local Children's Hospital...</p>
<p>Based on my PSAT score (CR:80, M:64, W:70) last year (as a sophomore), I will hopefully place as a Wisconsin NMSQT finalist this year, and will hopefully have an AP Scholar award by the time I apply to colleges. I won the President's Volunteer Service Award several years in a row and was a United Way Youth Honoree, but that was all several years (mainly before I became ill; all before HS). Before I was sick, I was involved with many ECs. I won't bore you by listing all of them.</p>
<p>My teachers have encouraged to join the NHS, with the understanding that I would not be able to take part in the activities of the group (peer tutoring, participation in school activities that do not pertain to my school work, etc.). They say it would look good on a college application. I think that college counselors would look at that and think that I joined it only because I thought it would look good. The truth is that I would have joined it before I became ill, and participated in it fully; however, even though I would like to participate now, I can't. </p>
<p>Should I just leave well enough alone, and not join the NHL? A broader question is, how do I impart to college counselors that I had (and will have, as soon as I'm well) a very active, full life outside of school without coming off whiny or disingenuous? Obviously, a good essay is key, but what do I do about a blank activity list?</p>
<p>If you're still reading, thanks for hanging in there with me. I would appreciate any advice you can give.</p>