<p>Semi-relevant and hopefully will give you a boost:
[YouTube</a> - 40 Inspirational Speeches in 2 Minutes](<a href=“http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d6wRkzCW5qI]YouTube”>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d6wRkzCW5qI)</p>
<p>Sounds like that C in fall really hit you hard psychologically. I think you panicked after that and you put too much pressure on yourself after that and you cracked.</p>
<p>By the sound of it, you fought really hard to escape your rut. That really shows your character and drive to succeed, so don’t let anyone tell you you’re not good enough.</p>
<p>That being said, from what you’ve told us, I don’t think those tools were effective in your case. Time to make a call: was all that time in tutoring, office hours, and discussion really worth it? Think back to each of those events and really ask yourself how much they helped. If they did, continue to utilize them. If not, you’ve gotta rethink your strategy.</p>
<p>Everyone’s different, so even though those tools work for others doesn’t mean they’ll work for you. As said above, take the summer to relax and recuperate. However, you also have to think about what happened.</p>
<p>Don’t think about HOW you did poorly, think about WHY you did poorly and figure out how to fix that. There’s no point in kicking yourself for such things; they’ll only slow you down. **** those classes, **** those professors, and **** the rooms they were taught in. Those aren’t important anymore. What is important is getting up and kicking the everliving **** out of everything else that is coming your way.</p>
<p>tl;dr Don’t think about the fact that you failed to meet your expectations, think about and figure out what went wrong. Rethink and revise your strategy.</p>
<p>/Armchair psychologist</p>
<p>EDIT: holy **** I wrote a lot, sorry if I rambled :X</p>