Any help? My head is going to explode.

<p>I've just zoomed into my Senior year of high school. I started trying to learn about colleges when I was a sophomore, but the 'panic' I'm feeling right now did not begin to hit full force until the summer of this year. I know what I want to do: I want to become an English teacher. I plan on going to Japan to teach English (I want a minor in Japanese or Asian Studies) and maybe a double major with history, so I could also be qualified to teach history. That's probably a problem in itself, but here is my issue:</p>

<p>I think I am going to crash and burn in any admissions process.</p>

<p>As of right now, my GPA is 3.0. I was told that about a week ago by my guidance counselor (who I have been trying to get a meeting with since first semester of my junior year) and I was so happy I thought I was going to seriously cry. My transcript, I wish I could burn it. I have failed, or near failed, almost anything involving math. I am just terrible at math. </p>

<p>Now, all that pessimism out of the way, is there any way I can get into a college that is NOT fourth tier or absolute fail?</p>

<p>My freshman year I had four Cs, failed Math Foundations I, one B, two As.</p>

<p>My sophomore year was two Fs (Algebra I, English II Honors), one B, one C, four As.</p>

<p>Last year I retook Algebra I and passed with an A (somehow), and, all together, made 6 As and two Bs. I took A.P. American History and made an A both semesters, but only scored 2 on the test. I'm very ashamed of those first two English scores (C and then failing Honors by ONE POINT AUGH) when I want to teach English.</p>

<p>Right now, I have three As and a...not pleasing...score in Chemistry this semester so far. Last time I checked it was a 76.</p>

<p>Would they look at my improvement over the years?</p>

<p>I took the ACT and my composite score was 26. I had a 28 in English, 24 in Science, 17 in Math, and 35 in Reading. Yeah, you can obviously see I am the fail at math.</p>

<p>I'm also worried about what schools I could even go to that would let me take Japanese classes. My mother makes 14,000 a year and my dad flat-out thinks college is stupid and that I shouldn't go. (He doesn't have a job.) So I don't know how I could even handle the money issue. I've been told about FAFSA, but I know all schools don't do the 'full percent of need'. My only option right now is a 97.5% acceptance rate fourth tier school (East Tennessee State University). I've been told this is very bad, but I was told I couldn't go to the University of Tennessee either.</p>

<p>Any help?</p>

<p>I've been coming to this site and looking at things for a while, but I've always been apprehensive about posting because, to be frank, everyone here seems like they don't really have these issues - believe me, I would be so happy to even have the score most people 'are kind of worried' would get rejected from HARVARD.</p>

<p>First, there is a college for everyone, no matter what grades or scores you have. </p>

<p>It sounds like you are interested in teaching. If you’re interested in the Northeast (greater Boston area), you might look into: Lesley College, Wheelock College, Simmons, Curry College. What area of the country would you like to be in?</p>

<p>Another option is to go to a community college, do well, and then transfer to a 4-year college.</p>

<p>Why can’t you go to the University of Tennessee? Just because some schools don’t guarantee 100% need doesn’t mean that they won’t give you full financial aid. They will look at your grade improvement. Stop degrading yourself–you took AP US History and got an A, you got an A in Algebra I. Apply to a few schools you’re sure you’ll get into, a few you think you will get into, and a few that you’d like to get to but are kind of a long shot and see what happens.</p>