<p>Okay. Here's where I stand.</p>
<p>Lately, I've been slacking off really hard, and not doing my HW. You could say that senioritis has hit me a little bit early (I'm a junior). You think senioritis has hit you hard and early? No, I have it much worse.</p>
<p>I probably have a 3.8-3.9 [2 APs]...WEIGHTED. Yes, my grades are that horrible.</p>
<p>What's worse is that I'm not feeling the drive to do homework anymore. Nowadays, I simply go home and do things (such as use the computer, eat, watch TV, etc.) other than homework. If I do homework (at all), it'll be until very late. I stay up late on schoolnights, but not because I have some ridiculous work overload... it will be because I'm simply spending my time on the computer, not doing anything productive.</p>
<p>I feel pathetic knowing that I'm capable of doing much better, and that others out there are doing much better than I am.</p>
<p>I'm considering dropping the 4 APs I was originally planning to take next year, 'cause my work ethic sucks. If I can't do schoolwork and manage my time with 2 APs and REGULAR CLASSES... how in the world can I do it with 4 APs???</p>
<p>Gahhh. There's no way I'm gonna get into a good college, considering I only have one EC, and absolutely NO volunteer-work at all.</p>
<p>/rant</p>