<p>I can't believe school is almost over and that summer is around the corner. Which freaks me out because now I really feel applying to college is lurking. I am soooooooooo nervous about what lies ahead. I am nervous about everyone saying its going to be another uber competitive year for admissions. I have a list of about 20 colleges that needs to be narrowed down and too many are reaches. I am nervous that I have to maintain really high grades and do amazingly on all my IB exams, my regents, my SAT's and my SAT 2's!! WOW....so much to think about. I am nervous that I haven't really begun to think about my essay too much and that this is a weighty piece of material in terms of the admissions really getting a look into who I am. Is anyone else feeling this way? As the days go on, I anticipate the fun of summer but know I will have knots in my stomach knowing whats lurking around the corner. I know in the end, it all works out but I wish it was the way it used to be, much more of a laid back process. Oh well, on that note, going to get ready for drivers ed.........good luck to you all!</p>
<p>Of course everyone's worrying about those things.</p>
<p>Yay for subject tests being in ONE HOUR here. Screw studying, mhm.</p>
<p>mwahaha have fun...</p>
<p>thank god it's all over.</p>