<p>8 days…is equal to 192 hours, 11520 minutes, or 691,000 seconds. At least ellen is hosting the Oscars. </p>
<p>I wish the Oscars were next weekend, that would’ve been optimal.</p>
<p>@lemonypies That makes it sound way longer than it ought to be! Ahhh</p>
<p>Exactly one weeeeeeeek 7 days aaaaaauuuuuggghhhhhhhh</p>
<p>At this time next Monday I will either be crying or jumping for joy…xd</p>
<p>^^ very true</p>
<p>anxiousiosity. that should be a word. definition: extreme anxiousness</p>
<p>I think the medical terms are “spazzing out” or like having “random muscle spasms” hehe</p>
<p>This reminds me, once I was at the dentist and I was in the waiting room. There was a young man talking to the receptionist, and all of a sudden I heard a crack, like skull hits hardwood. I looked down and he had just fainted at my feet. The funny thing is, most people’s legs buckle when they faint, but he just fell straight back. He was having a seizure as well. Eventually he regained consciousness and informed us that it happened all the time and that we shouldn’t worry. Nevertheless, I was pretty shaken up. </p>
<p>Omg I hope he’s ok now ._. My insensitive remarks strike again I’m gonna stick with spazzing out lmao but I think that would totally be me on m10 hehehehehehe like even before opening the envelope or email I’ll just collapse on my floor </p>
<p>Omg that reminds me…my dad keeps having these dreams about me getting accepted into a REALLY good school and everyone’s jumping up and down but he never manages to find the name cuz he keeps waking up LMAO the ultimate fail I think this is a sign that my own father is losing it ._. </p>
<p>Exactly! Even my parents are undergoing suspense now. They are counting down the days and trying to take the day off from work. At least I’m not in this alone.</p>
<p>My mom might be possibly as excited as me. As I’m obsessively reading the schools’ website (for the 60,000th time), she is standing, almost hopping, there and saying “THIS IS SO EXCITING! I can’t handle this excitement! It’s soo exciting!” I’m not sure if she’s making fun of me or not though. 
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<p>Lolololololo I think my parents are the same hehe </p>
<p>My parents are the ones keeping me from dreaming too far. It’s not even March 10th yet and I’m worrying about dorms. That’s typical me- expecting myself to get into my dream school and not considering that I have a VERY likely chance of getting rejected. 
Oops. </p>
<p>Haha, my parents are preparing me if I get waitlisted or rejected. I have to say it has helped a lot. </p>
<p>@M10anticipation I’m exactly like that! But it’s good to have hope, and my parents enforce that. I really thought I was the only one worrying about dorms and such. Heck, I’ve already dreamed up practically my entire future at BS! (Which I admit is rather excessive)</p>
<p>I’ve been day dreaming about my boarding life since the Summer and yet I don’t know if I’ve been accepted!
My stomach is curling at the high chance of me being rejected. Gah. I don’t really like to think negatively but I can’t help but admit the possibility is there. </p>
<p>THIS IS SO PAINFUL</p>
<p>107 hrs till my hotchkiss decisions come, 109 hrs till my lawrenceville decisions come, 115 hrs till st Paul decisions come… I think the word psychotic does not even begin to describe me right now with less than 5 days left ._. </p>
<p>These past few days have been filled with me doubting every single decision I’ve made in the past couple of months, obsessing with my friend who’s also applying, freaking out in class every time they mention recommendations for the high school, not being able to concentrate in class because I’m daydreaming of boarding school, anxiety making me want to throw up whatever I eat, and simply trying to find something else to focus on besides Prep school and Cameron Dallas and MAGcon boys. </p>
<p>literally when I can’t fall asleep, (hardcore insomnia) I would think about my typical day at a boarding school, including talking to friends and stressing over homework. and at what times i would pee. oh an what I would eat at mealtimes (pie).</p>