<p>Well I will begin to tell you my life story (almost) so you understand lol!
When I began freshmen year I hated it, hated it with my life, it was horrible, and there was a particular person who would humiliate me in all of my classes so I started to stay out of school to avoid this person. This person was just really really really horrible, it was very embarassing for me to be around her. I really stayed out a lot and everyone talked about it, I had all honors classes and I just couldn't catch up from staying out so much, I just didn't want to deal with this person, so because of this my grades were ruined. I failed most of my honors classes GPA of 66 freshmen year, had to go to summer school, first time ever, and missed 40 days of school. I know its horrible! I still get my at my self today and I am a junior now. So my sophomore year I just ignored this person and she grew up, I still had classes with her but what ever my GPA turned into a 97. Now junior year I think it will be a 98. I made national honor society, and before I graduate I might just make it to a 90 cumalitve average if it gets rounded off. I really think I shot my chances at Harvard. I really wish I could tell them I had a reason why I did what I did, but I can't go back in time. I think I would have been the valedictorian if I just sucked up freshmen year. I am really involved I do Academic Decathlon SADD Web Club, Big brother big sister, float committee, fashion show committee, church choir, all sate, school choir (i love music!). I feel that I am a unique person but I just really think I screwed myself, my guidance counselor said she would send a note out to all colleges explaining some what of my problem freshmen year, I still think that won't do much. Today they called down the top30 students and I wasn't in it, it sucks because I am working so hard in all honors classes getting higher grades then the actual valedictorian but I am not even in the top 30 because of freshmen year, what am I supposed to do!?</p>
<p>I feel like I am having very bad luck, but maybe someone has a different perspective for me.</p>