Are my feelings normal and what do they mean?

<p>It's my second year in college and I go to a school states away from my hometown. All of freshman year, I was lonely, miserable, and couldn't wait to go back home. Now during my third semester, for some reason, I am not homesick anymore and I don't want to go back during winter break. All of my friends and parents are back home whom I love, but for some reason I'm not looking foward to going back.</p>

<p>It's weird because I am not actually having fun this semester; I don't have many friends and I hate my school (I plan to transfer). Maybe I don't want to visit home because I offically moved to/live in the city where my school is and I am somewhat in a process of getting a boyfriend, but I just feel like I need to finish something here and I don't know what.</p>

<p>Am I the only one who feels this? Can anyone tell me what is up with my life?</p>

<p>maybe you’re just now fully independent, don’t need to go home anywhere. Right now, in my freshman year, I’m still like can’t waiting to go back home, but I think it’s just that right now you’ve grown out of that and just want to finally start your own life?</p>

<p>its normal, get into more into the social scene. you will begin to miss less</p>