<p>I apologize, this is lengthy, but I do need some guidance. I am a h/s senior who has been completely on my own throughout the college process. My mother is a single mother and is mentally and physically disabled. I have more responsibilities when it comes to contributing to my household than she does, and there is no way around it. It has been difficult as the oldest child, with no help from my small, non-competitive, public school's guidance counselors. They have insisted that community college is for everyone. </p>
<p>With my SAT scores, GPA, job, and extra curricular activities, I have higher goals for myself. I managed to apply to a handful of good schools using fee waivers and managed to fill out the FAFSA with help from a family friend, mid-February. With merit/FA I have the option to go to a state school for almost nothing. After being accepted to better schools I hope to not go this route. </p>
<p>I was not aware that the CSS Profile was required to be considered for aid until on or around most schools' deadlines. I had to save up to pay for the CSS Profile once I learned it was necessary. I completed them a few days after the deadlines, as my guidance counselor suggested, and then a few days later provided each school with a non-custodial waiver (I do not know my father.) </p>
<p>My counselor said she would contact the schools asking them to review the CSS Profile...None of them would. Now I am without the $75 and in addition, paying to submit it did nothing for me. I know that $75 is a small amount to some but it goes a long way for my family. </p>
<p>In addition, a couple of schools have provided me with the Pell Grant, at the maximum amount, which I am grateful for. However for BU this was the only aid they offered. I have no knowledge of utilizing student loans and have been applying for every scholarship that I am eligible for. </p>
<p>My counselor told me to "cry on the phone" to financial aid representatives and see where it gets me. I am so disappointed that I won't be able to thrive in a school with other students of my intelligence level. Many students at the state school I would be attending cannot write a proper sentence; I could not see myself enjoying discussions with students who do not want to be at class to begin with. </p>
<p>What are my options? Would writing letters to FA offices be a waste of time? Would I be able to get more aid if I re-file everything next year, and transfer from the state school? I need some type of guidance and the Internet seems to be my last option.</p>