<p>Hi. I'm planning to study in one of the top 20 schools in the US as transfer next next year (if i would make it) but I'm already getting all paranoid and tensed about the possibilities that i wont get accepted because of my disorder. Let's say I got a 2300+ in SAT, 780+ SAT subject tests and a 3.9 gpa and all the good stuff but I had an incident that I think would be my ace for the essay but might also be the weak point of my app.</p>
<p>I was diagnosed with bipolar and recently I committed an awful thing to myself. It might be a good topic for my essay on how I used my second life to prosper and make good things out of it but I'm afraid that they might think that im "defective" in a way that i might do it again and if i succeed it would be bad rep for the school etc etc (but i wont do it again, im certain about that)</p>