<p>I had a terrible junior year. I got 6 C grades between the two semesters (all in the same classes - APUSH, Precalculus, and Chemistry). First semster, APUSH and Precalc were C+ grades, with 79% in both classes because I failed both of the finals. My grades are mostly low because I don't test well or sometimes I lose points on homework. I posted before just about how I've had a terrible year academically, and for a long time I didn't do my work because I was planning to kill myself by the end of the year, especially if I did badly. I moved and changed schools, and they changed my GPA a bit. I had a 3.7UW after sophomore year, but at my new school it changed to a 3.5UW. They changed all of my grades for all semesters. On my current school transcript it says the following. We don't do weighted GPA.</p>
<p>Fr: 3.72
So: 3.56
Jr: 3.41</p>
<p>I am really upset because I don't see myself as a 3.4 student. I know I could do better, I just had such a hard time with school and life. I can't even explain all of my problems because one of my biggest problems would involve CPS and the separation of my family, and I don't want to go through that. I've already had to lie to Child Protective Services before so they don't split up my family. That's a completely different story. </p>
<p>BOTTOM LINE. I need a 3.5 to get honor cords for graduation. I don't want anyone to know how much I struggled this year. Everyone knows that I'm supposed to be smart because I was really smart when they knew me in middle school. (I moved and moved back). Also my extended family knows I am supposed to be really smart. I really don't want to walk if everyone has to know I got a 3.4. I've been doing calculations to see if I can fix m GPA, but I think I have the wrong calculations. My freshman and sophomore years I took 6 classes a semester. My junior year I took 8 classes a semester. Next year I am taking 7 classes. Even if I got a 4.0 (I'd need lots of help). Could I get a 3.5? Do you think that if I talked to the administration, maybe they'd give me cords if they know that it's important to me and why? My GPA isn't really comparable to theirs because at the school I go to now, everyone took 8 classes per semester all the time. And if they didn't change my UW GPA when I switched schools, I'd be okay. I just hate myself so much for everything that I have done, I don't know how to handle this. How can I possibly get in to college with all of those C grades? (I got As in everything else).</p>