So I did an internship this past summer at UCSD which was really awesome in informing us about everything we would want to know about grad school (in addition to doing research). Obviously, I am currently an undergraduate and I just transferred from CC to Cal. I had a 3.8 when I transferred, but now I am expecting my GPA to drop now that I am in upper division physics courses (my major is physics).
During my internship, I was left with the impression that ANY grad school is very competitive and difficult to get into, since each school averages about 8 - 10 students per year (acceptance-wise). When I met with my major advisor, she told us that if we want to get into a top two-tier school, we need to get at least a 3.8 in both of our math and physics courses.
I am a single parent and I am part of DSP (disabled student program). I was also told that we need to do a year long internship to be able to have sufficient time to actually conduct research. Being my first semester, I am very overwhelmed and have absolutely no idea how all of this is going to be possible, on top of extra-curricular activities. As of right now, I am focusing on getting through the heavy course-load I am taking, however I am also considering my future as well.
I cannot help but get anxiety about actually getting into grad school, especially knowing that my GPA is going to drop. Is it a possibility that no school will accept me for grad school, even if I complete every necessary class? Or is it more like the fact that I can get into one, but it just won’t be a very “good” school? I am not so worried about the latter option. Will grad schools take into account that I got my degree at UC Berkeley, or is that going to be irrelevant to the decision making process?
After my internship, I was also left with the impression that if we don’t get good GRE scores, it can prevent us even more so than grades, and that even if I get accepted to grad school, if my GRE scores aren’t high enough, I will not receive free money for school.
I had high hopes of attending grad school before I took this internship, and now that it is over and done with, I feel like it is more and more unrealistic for me. I am a first generation college student, low-income, female in science, and a DSP student, (plus I’ve experienced several other disadvantages) and my educational journey thus far has been motivated by me overcoming obstacles, and it would mean the world to me to show my daughter that she can do whatever she wants no matter what. But I feel like I may have met my match here.
My worst case scenario is that I teach high school physics after getting a bachelor’s (of course after earning teaching credentials), which obviously isn’t horrible, but I would like to show my daughter what it is like to be a strong female leader. Another question is, what other things can I do besides teach, with a bachelor’s in physics? Are there ways to improve my chances of getting into a grad school, even after I’ve been rejected (i.e., if I wait a year or two to improve my CV by doing more research, etc)?
I really just need to know what to expect in the future and have a backup plan so that I can take care of my daughter the best I can in worst case scenarios.