<p>I've been thinking a lot lately about college and what I want to do. I know that music education is a field I definitely want to get into, but thus far I've been unsuccessful in every attempt to get into a program. In 2010, I auditioned at Crane, Ithaca, and NYU and was rejected from each. This year I auditioned at Fredonia and Stony Brook. When I auditioned at Fredonia, I listed Mus Ed as my first choice program, and music business as my 2nd choice. I was accepted to the music business program, not the music ed one. </p>
<p>Obviously I still need more coaching. I've been taking lessons since the end of 2009 (admittedly, they have been sporadic due to my parents refusing to pay for lessons). I just don't understand what I'm doing wrong. Is it my teacher? I'd hate for that to be the reason since I really love my teacher. He's fantastic. I did talk to him about this, and he told me that he thinks I should drop out for a year, keep working at my job, take lessons from him, and then go on from there. I really don't want to do that for a few reasons, one being that I don't want to stay home another year, and two, my parents would raise hell if I dropped out for a year...</p>
<p>As of now I'm attending Fredonia as an education major and a music minor. I'm going to try to audition into a music program for Spring 2011 just so I'll have a music degree and then I'll get my master's in music education if I don't get into the BM Mus Ed. </p>
<p>I'm not looking for a cure-all response, just some advice. Any input at all is welcome.</p>