<p>This is going to be long, so I apologize, but I really need help.</p>
<p>I'm a CC sophomore who was hoping to transfer to a UC next fall. I had a 3.6 or so up until last semester. I'm left at a 2.97. I had a really tough time, as I was supposed to transfer to another school that I loved and it got taken from me last minute. I relapsed into extreme depression and bulimia again at the beginning of the semester. I attempted suicide once as well. It has an extreme physical and mental effect on me. I had 5 classes and ended up with 3 Bs, a D, and an F. I am making up for F now (and getting a perfect score in the class). The professor knows that I struggled last semester and knows that I have no problem with the material. She said she would be more than willing to write me a rec letter if I need one. I'm also making up the D this summer, as well as one extra class, and know it's an easy A. I even had one professor, with whom I was taking two classes, bump my Cs to Bs by letting me make up the quizzes I had missed when I was gone. I was an amazing student when I was able to go to class, but my home life made it difficult. We make less than 15k a year, I bring in about 4k, and my single mother is self-employed. Money comes in unexpected spurts. With a nasty custody battle going on, I am also watching my now 6 year old brother often. I know there are those awesome people who come from torn homes that manage to get straight As and get into Harvard or whatever, but unfortunately I'm not one of them.</p>
<p>Anyhow, I applied TAG to UCSB, but obviously didn't make the 3.4 cutoff. I applied pipeline to UCSD and the cutoff from 3.0 (crazy). With my grades this semester, I will be able to make the 3.0 cutoff. I was clearly rejected from both. I had great HS grades and IB/AP scores, but I didn't apply to schools in HS because I didn't plan on living that long. I had wonderful EC and did water polo/swim on varsity for four years. But I just didn't apply. I didn't even think about it, nor did anyone push me or seem to care. It was a poor choice, as I could have easily gotten into a UC like every single one of my friends. I didn't know of the honors program or anything when I entered the CC, I was completely clueless. The counselors were of no help and it was too late by the time I found out. If</p>
<p>I was told that I would just have to stay here at the CC another year and become the class of 2015 rather than 2014. I don't know what classes I would even take. I'm capped out on units already. </p>
<p>I wondering if I should bother appealing? My grades significantly improved over last semester (5 As and 1 B) and it shows that I am much better. My depression has lessened and am I doing great recovery from my eating disorder. I don't know if I should mention that. It obviously had a significant effect on me. The thing is I was never officially diagnosed. I'm 100% of a bulimic relapse, the symptoms are pretty darn obvious. Depression is harder to self-diagnose, but I know that it came back. I would have no official way of documenting it. I don't know if that's necessarily new or compelling information. Neither of my parents went to college, other than a few classes, and my family seems to always go into the military rather than school. </p>
<p>I have a counseling appointment on Monday the 30th. The counselor used to be on the appeals board at UCSD, so I think I would be comfortable with him helping me. I just want some outside opinions as the counselors don't also do the best for me. </p>
<p>Thank you!</p>