<p>I'm an international student
my SATI score is 1890...:( wish i could take it again..but no..
i scored 740 on math..and CR and WR..don't even wanna say it..
I took the toefl test which is supposed to compensate for the verbal section of the SATs...</p>
<p>APs
Chem-4
Biology-5
Calc-5</p>
<p>Rank- 6/330</p>
<p>ECs
Swimming team captain
Marching band drum major
and so on- other clubs and bands and all those little stuffs. i have a lot of little stuffs. although i heard that it won't really help me.</p>
<p>Awards
NY state regents scholarship
Who's who among america's high school students ( if it does anything)
gold medal in NYSSMA level 6 piano solo (also, if it does anything helpful)</p>
<p>college essay and recommendation letters
-everyone who read it thought it was excellent. they said that they didn't have anything to suggest for me to add to my essay...so i guess that meant that it was good.</p>
<pre><code> -recommendation letters : got one from Assistant principal and my math and ESL teacher...( she really wanted to write me one..i couldn't say no and tell her that she couldn't write it because she wasn't my science teacher..) I'm supposing that they are really good because for all of them, i didn't even ask them to write it and they wrote me one...
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<p>oh i feel so horrible and scared..
i think my mom is mentally breaking down..i'm dead serious..
she's literally going crazy because if i can't get into a good college, i'll have to go to Stony Brook and she'll probably kill herself or something..dead serious.. she havn't talked to me for a month and if this goes on for any longer i think i'll end up slitting my wrists in the bath tub and die. i don't feel like living anymore. especially my cousin who's been living in US for entire her life recieved 2080 on her SATs and she's now all positive that she'll be accepted to columbia. Personally i could careless if she's accepted to columbia, because i really don't care. also, i don't even care if i have to go to SUNY Stony Brook. i think it's a fairly good state school to get an education. but my mom makes such a big deal out of it. she thinks i suck at life just because i didn't get high SAT scores. she's such an asian. i know my SAT scores are not so good, but i just want to know if i have a moderate chance...</p>
<p>sorry that this turned out to be a rambling of how depressed i am right now..but if you'd like to..just ignore it...</p>