Hello everyone,
As it stand, I am starting to become quite troubled with my major as of now. I am a sophomore this year, majoring in computer science. I sort of new what to expect when I decided on this major, but I have been progressing I have started to doubt myself and my future with my choice of major. Ever since I was about 12 years old, I have been fascinated with computers, technology, and building things. To be completely honest, I didn’t really take as much time as I should have during my high school years to really figure out what it is that I want to do.
I have been building my own computers since I was about a sophomore in high school. I have also assisted many of my friends and family with building their own computers and gaming rigs. I can help people with almost any question that have about internet issues, computer issues, program problems, etc. And I really do enjoy helping people and building things. The problem that I am facing now is with where I am going from here. As I continue along with my courses, I am passing with average grades (B, C, A here and there) in the beginner/intermediate level courses. Now I am in Discrete and Data Structure/Algorithm Classes, and I am starting to struggle. Mentally, I keep questing myself what it is I am really doing every time I sit down and try to and write a program. I KNOW that I am not retaining what I am learning. The way I am being taught to do these things in class is simply boring. We are given pages of notes on a blackboard about how certain things work, then we have to go and try to apply them to a program. I am very hands on with learning. When I am copying notes for an hour straight, I don’t really remember anything I am copying down, it just sort of seems like I am a machine translating notes to paper.
I am starting to envision myself programming and coding for hours on end after my 4 years at university, and to be honest, I can’t see myself doing it. I can deal with the math, I have always been in higher math courses and have been able to find help and teach myself how to do things. But coding really stresses me out. I want to know if there is a major out there that is in the engineering field that is more hands on with mechanical things.
I have came here because I wanted to know if anyone here could offer any advice to a troubled young man wondering if he should change majors.
My teachers and family always tell me that it is ok to have to be helped with something. But I don’t want to spend the next 2 years, being helped to do something that I will have to KNOW how to do. I don’t like having to rely on others, I like to be able to figure things out myself. And if I can’t I feel defeated. Typically I can spend DAYS trying to do some of these upper level programs I have been getting. And when I’m done with it, a week later I forgot what it is I have done. I don’t feel like I’m building up a base or tool set to carry along with me.
I have been searching for major alternatives. And I have come across Electrical/Computer/Mechanical Engineering, which seem pretty interesting. I would like to figure out how the computer actually works! If you know what I mean? I know that I can put all these components together and connect it to a power supply and it lights up and that’s cool, but what is really going on? Is there a major that deals with how the actual physical properties of the computer work on the… outside? I guess? I really enjoy taking things apart and figuring out how they work, so that I can put it together or make something completely new! That would be the perfect major for me I really enjoy working with computers and technology, but programming is seeming like it just isn’t for me.That would be the perfect major for me
If anyone has any major recommendations or advice for me, that would be fantastic. I am writing this as a struggle with yet another programming assignment. I don’t want to be asking myself this questing another year from now. If I feel like a change is necessary, and the right thing to do, I’m going to do it. Thank you to everyone that has taken the time to read this.