@HImom, No, you are not alone, in finding this book depressing and you’ve verbalized, what I didn’t recognize fast enough, I rated the book a 4, to 4 1/2, highly recommend, but with reservations.
Now, that we are examining the book closer, it is immensely depressing, man’s inhumanity to man, on a grande scale, on a minute scale. The development of the canon, and weaponry, and today we push a bottom in Las Vegas, and slaughter people in the mideast. The terrorists, suicide bombers have become so common we aren’t appalled anymore, today when there is a schooling in America we ask, “how many this time”. The horrors or war, pandemic, and global warming are overwhelming.
But, somehow I didn’t feel depressed reading the book. Kudos to Doer, for the happy endings for Omier and Anna, redemption for Seymour ( see more as doer points out because he warns about climate change, and uses his owls to reveal the truth) and our beloved Zeno who found peace, and heroism, despite that awful, creep chain smoking Mrs B.
This article helps articulate better, the bigger message, the one of hope, love and home.
**The book is a puzzle. The greatest joy in it comes from watching the pieces snap into place. It is an epic of the quietest kind, whispering across 600 years in a voice no louder than a librarian’s. It is a book about books, a story about stories. It is tragedy and comedy and myth and fable and a warning and a comfort all at the same time. It says, Life is hard. Everyone believes the world is ending all the time. But so far, all of them have been wrong.
It says that if stories can survive, maybe we can, too.
Thank you, @HImom and @ignatius , your views helped me clarify something that was unsettling about this book