<p>Hi so im 19 and decided to go to college my freshman year 4 hours away from home and i hated it within the first 10 days i withdrew from the university and went to community college for a year where i did really well in school and i did like it but i still wanted to go away for school so i went to a school 2 hours away from home and within the first week i hated it and left. i do have severe anxiety a.d.d. and diagnosed bi polar disorder which possibly played a role in me freaking out and leaving both times so early when i probably shouldve given it a semester then see how i felt but i didnt and now im back home about to start my sophomore year at community college again. I feel pretty lost because i see all my home friends have so much fun away from college and they all love it and i cant seem to think why i hate it so much but im kind of feeling regret after leaving the second time and think maybe i should go back to the same school 2 hours away for the spring semester to give it one last try? or will i just look like a huge idiot and if anyone has tips on how to get through college life if its hard for you. thanks. </p>
<p>You won’t look like an idiot. Freshman year can be a bear. Very common. Get any mood disorder or adhd treated and under control first. Ok to go your own route, not friends’ routes.</p>