<p>Just a last comment on “teaching composition”. When we first called a composition teacher, who was an accomplished composer well-known in our city, she responded by saying “I don’t teach composition. You can’t teach composition.”</p>
<p>We persisted in the conversation long enough to understand one another. A family member here was already composing, and had for some time built a portfolio of sorts to bring to a teacher. And the teacher was right in a lot of ways, though she really did not mean that student composers should have no teachers. Of course, even the most famous classical composers had teachers and studied their craft. She meant that, in some essential way, you have to already be a composer to study composition. </p>
<p>Composing is often a drive, rather than a desire. It is something that you kind of can’t stop doing. You don’t have to have done it for years and years, but when you do start, a teacher facilitates your process, but does not really “teach” you to do it. Does that make sense?</p>
<p>If you really want to go to a conservatory for composition, and get into the studio of a good teacher, it seems you might want to take a year off and do more composing. We’ve been kind of skirting around saying this to you, I think. Spend this year, and the next year, writing music and studying with a teacher, as others are saying. It doesn’t have to be weekly: in fact, if you are working on music in the meantime, it can even be every month.</p>
<p>It is possible to benefit from a composition teacher even if you have not written anything in recent years, and even to develop quickly. Sometimes people’s composing really takes off with the stimulation and guidance of a teacher. </p>
<p>However, you do not have a lot of time for that, before December 1, and that is why some of us are suggesting to you that you consider college, where you can study composition but don’t have to have that portfolio, or, if you are really anxious to go to conservatory, take a year off to write music and develop.</p>
<p>I seem to remember that conservatories want compositions from the last 2 or 3 years. To be perfectly honest, you do not have a portfolio of recent works yet that would enable you to apply to conservatory this fall.</p>
<p>If you compare it to art school, art schools only take students who have been working intensely in the arts, and have portfolios. I may want to learn to draw, but I would not apply to art school, I would apply to a college that would allow me to start and develop my drawing. (I cannot draw, by the way!)</p>
<p>So I would suggest applying to a college with a good music program (many music majors don’t include any performance, by the way) or taking a gap year to work on composition for conservatory. I am hoping this saves you some trouble, and that you understand I am being straight with you so that you can use your energies wisely this year, while also remaining excited about music and future composing.</p>
<p>p.s. I would also suggest listening to all kinds of classical and “contemporary classical” composers…a great way to open up your vision and really enjoy some of the exciting things going on in composition these days…</p>