<p>My confessions-
1.) I often write emails to myself because no one else writes to me :(
2.) I eat potato chips only after I've dipped them into Coke.
3.) My first CD ever was a Backstreet Boys CD <shudder></shudder></p>
<p>My confessions:
-whenever I try to be healthy, it always backfires, and I end up worse than I started out
-I eat when I'm bored
-natural disasters are exciting to me
-I think I might be slightly obsessive compulsive (or just reallllly anal)
-I dwell on obligations I have to do, and that often ruins my mood
-I'm obsessed with college
-I compare myslef to other far too much
-I'll ask people who I know did worse than me how they did on tests, just to make myself feel better
-sometimes, I feel that the benefits of not getting up in the morning far outweigh those of getting up
-I often feel unliked
-I am sometimes superficially nice to people just so I can get something from them
-I really do care about prestige</p>
<p>Wow... um. Interesting. :(</p>
<p>-I care A LOT about prestige too.
-I also compare myself with others A LOT.
-I love fast food.
-My first CD was the Pokemon soundtrack. Really.
-I listen to the same song for hours without realizing it.
-I don't like social situations - sometimes one on one talk is OK or when I'm around family.
-I would rather sit alone in the library reading stories about ghosts or hang out with my Mom or dog than most people at my school.
-I bask in praise and like to think of myself as one of the best of my school... I can get very snobby (at least in my thoughts) at times.
-I come off as cold-hearted and distant at times... then jolly and sociable at others.
-I enjoy reading essays aloud in class because it gives me a sense of accomplishment.
-I plotted out my ECs and things I would accomplish at the beginning of 9th grade - naturally, everything fell apart.
-I became very upset, stressed and worried and thought I was a FAILURE for not joining any clubs in 9th grade. (I was very tightly wound and broke down several times in 9th grade for not doing as well as I thought I should've. It was horrible when I found out I was going to get a B+ because my teacher lost my essay... temporarily. I was absolutely sobbing and was SO SO UPSET. I also lost all of my friends in 9th and later moved to another city for other reasons. The interesting thing is that I accomplished more in 9th than in my other grades - although was very unhealthy compared to how I am now... not that I'm very healthy that is.)</p>
<p>here's some more...</p>
<p>-I did most of my ECs to get into college
-I over-plan (i.e. I planned out all my courses for high school in 8th grade, and am already starting to do that with college). I need to start being more spontaneous.
- I really don't own any CDs
-I have back problems because of my horrendous posture</p>
<p>yeah calidan- I'm pretty anal myself.
also slightly neurotic about time/punctuality/deadlines
I'm a bit of a snob
I binge when I'm depressed
I take tough academic subjects which I dont enjoy at all just to prove a point to others about how smart I am.
I told everyone I hate history though I actually love it because both my parents are history professors and I dont want to deal with the burden of peoples expectations.</p>
<p>These are my confessions (haha sounds like the Usher song)
* I am the world's worst procrastinator
* I am addicted to CC and other stupid internet stuff
* Senioritis has kicked in far too early
* I think Britney Spears is awesome
* I forgot to get my friend a birthday present
* I am way too into politics LoL</p>
<ul>
<li>my first "CD" was a Spice Girls casette tape</li>
<li>Still a huge fan of digimon (in the original! undubbed!)</li>
<li>I also like Starbucks</li>
<li>I love cereal with half and half instead of milk</li>
<li>I don't tell anyone what music I like because they might think it's dumb</li>
<li>I have very little respect for religious adults</li>
<li>I hate waking up in the morning because I'll just disappoint myself again</li>
</ul>
<p>Calidan- I planned out my high school courses in 8th grade too! I knew exactly which science and which language and which APs I was going to take, and most of them with the idea of "This will get me into college" in mind.</p>
<p>my confessions:</p>
<p>i'm cheap
i am sometimes jealous of my best friend
sometimes i feel dumb, but most times i feel superior to others <-- snob
i'm a slacker
i'm lazy
i eat too much junk food and then complain that im not skinny enough
i have low self confidence, sometimes, and then other times i have too much
i get tired of boys quickly
i'm anal but can also be messy</p>
<p>wow i am a lot of opposites.</p>
<p>My confessions:</p>
<p>-I hate parting with money
-I eat when I'm sad/bored
-People always want to buy my medicine from me
-I only like junk food, so losing weight is almost impossible
-I secretly wish I was one of those Junior Plastics types
-It looks like I have a lot of friends because I talk to people at school, but I spend most of my weekends at home
-I don't think I'll get in to any college
-I like boybands
-I used to REALLY like Britney Spears
-I'm afraid of driving
-I hate being late
-I never get my friends birthday presents</p>
<p>I Confess:</p>
<p>i think alot about what happens after you die
i like to think about what might happen in my future
i like reading on Biology for fun
im a dork and cannot act cool if i tried
i really enjoy playing videogames</p>
<p>Confessions:
I am the stingiest person with money in the world
I only eat frozen chocolate
I like to dream about my future
I worry incessantly
I like to eat when I'm alone</p>
<p>Confessions:</p>
<p>-Sometimes I'm afraid my friends don't actually like me.
-Being second to a girl is harder for me than being second to a guy...really sexist, I know.
-I think I'm a much better friend than any of my friends are.
-I have a hard time saying no to cute guys (I don't mean sexually, I mean like "will you help me with this essay?" type things)
-Sometimes I think I'm smarter/prettier/nicer/more accomplished than everyone else.
-Sometimes I think everyone else is smarter/prettier/nicer/more accomplished than I am.
-Sometimes I'm incredibly insecure.
-I can't stand when things aren't symmetrical.
-Change bothers me.
-I like listening to books on tape before bed.
-I've never been kissed, mostly because I'm shy with boys (I think).</p>
<p>More later, probably.</p>
<p>I confess that I wanted to start this thread in memory of vintage CC's Magoo.
I confess I'm in love with a vintage CCer....you know who you are. :)
I confess I am incredibly insecure and have probably the lowest self confidence level.
I confess I'm very two faced at times.
I confess I can listen to the same song for hours before going to another one.
I confess I'm addicted to the internet.
I confess I compare myself to people.
I confess that I think Crayon is probably one of the most amazing CCers I've talked to.
And I confess... I confess I envy Mahras2 and all his success. I hate you Bobby... I really do.</p>
<p>I always think I'm going to die
I want a career in aviation, yet everytime I'm on a plane I think I'm going to die
Everytime I'm in a car I think I'm gonna die
"What ifs" are constantly in my head
I'm a bad leader
I like supernatural stuff
I hate talking
I'm jealous of everybody
I nag at my friends because I'm afraid they will get in trouble or hurt and they think I'm crazy</p>
<p>(got a lot in my mind)</p>
<p>Whenever I listen to my CDs I daydream I'm performing the song onstage like I'm the lead guitarist or opera singer.
I'm not very happy but sometimes I look very depressed just so people feel sorry for me
I always crave Subway sandwiches or deli sandwiches
I love blueberry shampoo
I love Rasinettes, I even have a pillow that looks like the Rasinettes bag I got at JC Pennys
I'm talking to this guy I saw in Cosmopolitan magizine. He was in the October issue with the 50 hottest bachelors in the country and they gave out their email addresses. He's so full of himself it amuses me, he's also pursing a modeling career.
I love onions, I have onion breath now</p>
<p>i confess:
i look through the dictionary for weird words when i'm bored
i like dancing around half naked to bad music (in private of course)
i hate hate hate spanish style houses
i didn't know what the word bling meant until eighth grade....or shizzle for that matter
i can't spend less than half an hour in the shower
i have read ahead in every history book i have ever used for school
i think small claustrophobic places are cozy</p>
<p>I confess...
I love reality shows
and...I dream of being a celebrity</p>
<p>I confess:
I am quite possibly the most paranoid person on the planet
I hate cliques
I like most people on cc, even If I do disagree with them quite adamantly
I really wish I had gotten a class ring
I feel a special connection with cc ohioans
No one is on my cc buddy list
I no way more about colleges than I should</p>
<p>-I hate staying alone, especially since all of my siblings moved, despite being upset when they DID live with me.
-I still listen to old teen-pop boy bands and singers (NSYNC, Britney Spears, etc.)
-I re-read books by Louis Sachar and my favorite character of all time is Bradley Chalkers from 'There's a Boy in the Girls Bathroom' because I can relate to him so much.
-I fish for compliments to boost my self-esteem.
-I secretly want to be a Dr. Mom in the future - with 2.5 kids, a golden retriever, and outings to the grocery store. A mad scientist at night but super-mom by day. :)
-I think I know more about colleges than my guidance counselor.</p>