Hello,
I am currently a Finance major, and I am in my third year. I am strongly considering dropping out, and here’s why. I messed up earlier in my college career. I was a major slacker and received a lot of C’s. I only turned the corner a year ago when I spent most of my college days in the mouth of a bottle and hit rock bottom after failing two classes. I decided not to drop out and see if I can do this.
I started working hard, at first I went part time, then last fall, I went back full time taking my business classes. At first I was nervous, I had a heavy course load like Business Law, Accounting, and Economics. It was hard, but I finished with nothing below a B-. (Just one class, the rest were high B’s.)
I was proud, and felt like I could do this again. Then certain things dawned upon me that started with an email from the assistant dean. Apparently, there are some things I need to do to find a good job. Get a 3.0 GPA, join a club, get an internship. This really stresses me out.
I have a 2.8 GPA, and because of that, I feel like most internships won’t even look at me. As a matter of fact, I am not sure I will get above a 3.0 GPA. That means in the eyes of many, it’s going to be a constant uphill battle.
My whole college career is that way. I work hard already trying to pay for my own tuition, when do people expect me to join a group? Why is there so much added stress to going to college? As if getting a degree isn’t enough anymore. Let me tell you, working and being broke all the time just so I can pay for my tuition and textbooks, on top of studying all the time to get good grades, only to fail does not sound like a fruitful investment to me.
I almost just want to work full time, and not have to constantly worry about grades, GPA, internships, clubs, work, my finances, and beyond that. If I graduated tomorrow, would 30k in debt land me at K-Mart? It’s all very discouraging.
I’m also tired of being the hardest worker, who goes to every class, every office hour, and studies my brains out to get mediocre test grades while it seems like everyone around me does better and puts in less work.
Can someone, anyone give me some guidance?