<p>Well I'm a junior in QHSSYC, NY.
And I have just recently decided I'm going to do early decision application in either CU's school of art or school of engineering...and I have yet to choose...and then something came up...career...I KNOW that it's overworking and I have yet to really understand what that means unfortunately. I was wondering if I were to ACTUALLY get in and work really hard there...Will I get the job I want and will I get it quickly? I think the answer to this Question might help which major to choose...I want to do mechanical engineering..(for the military)...which kind of worries me because out of some unrealistic imagination of mine and contamination of mecha in anime, I think I might just possibly create something dangerous that might worsen war. OR I could help build singapore tianjin eco-city...a beautiful idea...on the art side...people tell me I'll get no where which my contaminated mind of manga and my wish to relate my christian ways through it and thinking illustration or multimedia artist...I am very INGNORANT ..I KNOW NOTHING.
AND AFTER THAT...God will I really be able to survive there Will It be worth it?
I might as well make a living out of piano concerts...I am talented in music and art and maybe math/sci..but I KNOW IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH...compared to everyone else..Wat Question do I want answered? Just anything that can rid me of this fear and help me make a decision that could possibly let me continuously thrive to get into CU, which is really right around the corner, not that high of a tuition for me, and my dream</p>