<p>Well done on getting into your safeties. I don’t know how recently you lost your parents but it looks like you’ve been able to focus on college and done really well :)</p>
<p>I don’t want to seem callous or have you get the wrong impression- but being an orphan in limited financial circumstances may be a ‘hook’ to some colleges. You’ve demonstrated a drive and focus in real life rather than ‘buying’ experience and brownie points through expensive study trips and hobbies. I believe there are also specific scholarships available for young independent/ orphaned students (if you haven’t already searched for them).</p>
<p>The confidence/insecurity wibble is normal. Even the most academically able with international recognition in subjects or sports will still be anxious. You should apply to one or two needs blind colleges with your scores! </p>
<p>Recommendations for reaches?
Harvard (need blind)
NYU
Princeton (need blind)</p>
<p>Specifically California
Berkeley
CalTech</p>
<p>Very good luck- I’d admit you anywhere!!</p>