<p>Hello,</p>
<p>I've read college confidential for several years but I've never posted until now. I was hoping some of the users on this forum could offer me advice. I made a very stupid decision at the end of the fall semester and I'm worried about my academic future. I realize that I've broken the student code of conduct, but I'm not sure how to deal with this situation. I am a junior at a public school in the Northeast. I believe I will be facing charges of disciplinary probation at the beginning of the spring semester. </p>
<p>During finals week, I was caught under the influence by the university police because of the smell of marijuana. I am not a regular user of marijuana but I was offered some by a friend because I was so stressed about finals. I understand that this is not a good excuse but that was my reasoning at the time for smoking. I did not smoke on school grounds but I was found high in my dorm room by UPD. My roommate is a fairly frequent smoker and previously in the evening she had been preparing her stash to be smoked later on that night. I'm not sure if people noticed that smell or if it was because of me. </p>
<p>At the time I was confronted by UPD, I had half of an unsmoked joint in my possession. I did not want to lie to the police officer so I admitted that I had smoked that night and I handed over the rest of the joint when he asked if I had anything on me. Some people have told me this was a stupid thing to do, but I didn't want to risk having the officer search my room or discover that I was lying.</p>
<p>UPD told me I wasn't going to be arrested. Since the evening of the incident, I have not heard anything official from my university. The incident happened mid-december and the semester ended on December 20th. Apparently it takes 5 business days after the incident has been reported to be notified by the RD/judicial affairs. I'm assuming there was not enough time in the semester for the report to be filed. I'm assuming that I will hear from the judicial affairs department at the beginning of the spring semester.</p>
<p>My roommate has told me that she's on probation for drug related issues but I'm not sure about the specific details. I don't think she admitted to having anything in her possession. She believes I won't have an issue/that it's been dropped but I'm not so sure about that. From what I understand from the student handbook, I won't be expelled for a first-time offense and I'm not certain if I'll be kicked out of the dorms. </p>
<p>I believe the minimum punishment I can receive is disciplinary probation. The language used in the student handbook is pretty vague on what this may entail. Since the incident, I have been reading up on the student handbook and my university's website. I am most concerned about what this may do to my financial aid. If I lose my financial aid, I will need to withdraw from university. Currently I receive federal financial aid (grants and loans) and a need-based institutional scholarship. Does anyone know how this may impact my FAFSA or current financial aid award. I was not arrested at all but I'm fairly certain I will have a judicial record through the university. </p>
<p>Besides this incidence, I have never had an issue with UPD or residence life. I usually make the dean's list and I am an active student on campus.</p>
<p>Has anyone dealt with a situation like this? I know I made a very stupid mistake and I absolutely regret what I did. I should have found another way to deal with my stress/insomnia. I'm hoping I can find a way to recover from this blunder and continue my university career. Right now I'm very worried about how this will impact my future. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.</p>
<p>ETA: I have sent emails to Financial Aid and the RD to ask about how disciplinary probation impacts a student's financial aid and on-campus residency. The offices will be closed until Wednesday.</p>