Woah, you sound like one well adjusted young woman. Congratulations on the acceptance to an amazing school. You are taking the deferment with grace. It’s not a punishment in any, way, shape or form. You read like you understand that and your maturity shines through in your original post. Depression is real and no joke. Stick with the exercise regime and good look with your certification. You may find a year away from academia is exactly what you need right now. It will soon pass. I wish you all the luck in the world. Thank you for sharing.