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but at the same time I am convinced that if people, by some miracle, became more tolerant and accepting of people like me, I wouldn’t be depressed right now, or at least not so depressed.[/QUOTE</p>
<p>That’s almost like saying “I know it’s probably my fault for blowing all my money on crap, but I’m convinced that if people just gave me some of their cash, I wouldn’t be so bad off right now.” It’s highly unlikely that everyone you know got together and decided en masse to shun you so you MUST be doing something that turns people off. Based on your forum posts, you seem to have a repulsive sort of narcissistic personality and be prone to asking inane questions and fishing for compliments and recognition. Maybe that’s it.</p>