<p>I cringed a little when I read through this thread (vivid
memories of my past life sudenly rushing back to my mind.)
You disabled pm and email so i'm posting this here. Did
you check the link I gave you on the first page?
Seriously, read that first. Then email me at
<a href="mailto:apexeffect@gmail.com">apexeffect@gmail.com</a>. You need the
right advice. Specialized advice. I will help; i'd love to. </p>
<p>But you have to make the first move to learn. </p>
<p>I will say this. Think about it before you reply.
This is, an absolute truth.</p>
<p><strong><em>Attraction is not a choice</em></strong></p>
<p>Click the link I gave you on page 1 of that thread.
Go. Now.</p>