Don’t get me wrong, I love my job. I love all the people I’ve met at college I know I’m in an incredible theatre program. I’m just not happy. Being at college has brought me to a new low that I have never felt before. When I’m here, I have no motivation. I drag myself out of bed and contemplate even showering. When I go to class, I’m doing what I love, but I’m not enjoying it. I’m not even homesick anymore. I don’t cry because I’m not at home, I cry because I’m not where I want to be. When I go to sleep every night, I’m not comfortable. Every morning I wake up wondering where I am. I don’t even like going to the dining center. I only go so I don’t have to buy myself dinner every night. I’m using probably only 4 of my 14 available meal swipes. If I don’t have time to eat, I don’t. I’m not taking care of myself here.
Did I pick the wing college if this describes how I’m feeling? I know its still pretty early but help
You need to reach out to a mental-health professional at your college ASAP. Try to make an appointment with a counselor today. Did you pick the wrong college? I don’t know. You could be having transitioning to a new environment. Or you could be depressed.
I agree that you should seek out professional counseling. Also, though, studies have shown that going outside into sunlight for at least one hour a day helps elevate mood. Another natural way to lift your mood is if you walk (or run) for at least 30 minutes. In other words, see if you can walk outside for at least 30 minutes to 60 minutes a day and maybe that will help somewhat. It may take the edge off of what you’re feeling. Best of luck.
You’ve pretty much listed most of the diagnostic criteria for depression in your post. Please call your parents and tell them what is going on, maybe they will help you. Also, go to your college counseling center today.