<p>well im not sure where to put this im just venting. im in my first year at my university. i pretty much just go to class and hardly talk to anybody so i dont have much of a life. i work a fast food job which doesnt pay much. ive tried to find better jobs but got told i dont deserve them...so im stuck where i am.
im trying to better myself but sometimes i feel like im grabbing at straws and its useless. my credit is in shambles which im in the slow process of repair. im afraid i wont get a job when i finish school.
my major is computer science but i may change to IT. i dont even know what i want to do for sure.
my grades have been mediocre so far but im passing. i could do better but ive been out of school forever.
im 29 so sometimes i feel i need to get a move on fixing myself. anyway does anyone else feel like this sometimes?</p>
<p>i do feel like im suffocating as well</p>
<p>Yes, a little bit. I mean, I do occasionally worry about the whole job and major thing. Although I’m more worried about not being able to figure out what job I want, rather than not being able to get the job I want.</p>