Hello! today I was officially dismissed from my university. before getting dismissed, I did get reinstated from a suspension. I did attempt to appeal but it was denied. In the process of appealing again, I just came to a realization that even if I were to get reinstated this term, I wouldn’t be able to focus, also am afraid that I’d fail again.
I want to take advantage of this time of dismissal to figure out my life. My original goal of life was to graduate with a BA in English writing. while I was pursuing English as my major, I had a stellar GPA of 3.6ish. After my sophomore year, I’ve decided that I want to be in a “bigger pool” and applied to my current university. I gotta say, I was shocked when I got into this school because not only is this school known for its reputation, but was also my dream school since the age of 13.
when I got into this school, I decided that I wanted a career in medical field. I found the medicine very attractive because it was helping who are physically weak to get better.
Despite being a book nerd, I decided that I wanted to change my field into the science. this is my junior year. I thought everything seemed fantastic! I mean who wouldn’t feel that way when they got into their dream school as well as figured out their passion? unfortunately, that happiness didn’t last long for me: I was subjected to an abusive relationship, which led to my probation and suspension, and medical condition after reinstatement that led to the dismissal with the GPA in the 1.00~ field. ( I thought these only happened in movies)
I sat down in my room today in devastation to think thoroughly what went wrong and came to a realization that I was very harsh on my self when I really needed to rest. I kept on telling myself, this is a first world problem, I need to learn to suck it up and move on, which was not the best idea.
I had a conversation with the dean, who said, I may appeal for reinstatement for fall, but need to show some evidence that I can academically succeed in the school. while browsing through CC, many have suggested that they should go to Community College and get the grade to show that they are capable, but unfortunately, I do not have the money to attend the community college at this point, as well as most school already being in session.
with very little knowledge and having parents who do not speak English, I scribbled some stuff down that may seem reasonable ( to me). I’d like to ask you guys ( smart people) to see if these are good as well as any recommendations! some of the plans that I came up with are:
-Taking CLEP exam while on dismissal period to show ( not intended to transfer in as cred) that I am a capable student.( I think this is the affordable community college alternative)
- try to find a volunteer position at a local clinic/ hospitals.
- try to get a medical interpretation certificate
Other than that, my mother, knowing all the story, suggested that we can go on a mini vacation to relieve my stress
Please, any opinions, comments, or just random blurb would actually brighten my day! I just want to use my dismissal period useful and the time to find myself!