<p>Here's my story.</p>
<p>My parents went through a horrible divorce my Senior year. I watched my life completely fall apart, my dad moving 7 hours away, and my mom living with some strange guy I didn't even know. I didn't know anything about applying to colleges & had absolutely no guidance, so graduation day came so much sooner than I expected, and I found myself panicking, with my mom telling me I had to go to Faulkner Community College. I've been going there as a Voice major for two years, and I feel like I've gotten absolutely nowhere as a performer. I was cast as Nellie in South Pacific in the musical last semester, but the directing/dependability/seriousness of the entire cast was a nightmare. It seems as though no one at the school, counting the teachers, is serious about getting their students or themselves any further than they are now. I, on the other hand, am DYING to get out of Alabama & into a school that can mold me into the singer/actress I aspire to be.</p>
<p>I'm about to be 20. Have never taken dance. Just started taking piano a month ago. & have been singing my entire life. I was in Urinetown with the community theatre this summer. I also did a few plays/musicals in high school. (West Side Story, a straight play, & Ado Annie in Oklahoma!) I've also sung in choir, performed as a solo singer locally, & competed in talent shows since middle school.</p>
<p>I have never been academically elite. I made a 23 on my ACT. I've always made good grades; I've kept up a 3.5 or higher GPA, but I've never taken any honors classes or joined any community service clubs. I never realized how important all those things are to colleges until it was way too late. I've been working since I was 14, so I've always lived on a crazy busy schedule, with little room for change. But I recently quit my job, temporarily (my mom's helping me out financially), so I could have time to apply to schools & prepare for auditions...and here I am. </p>
<p>I'm really sorry if this just sounds like a complaint fest. I'm not trying to whine about how much my life sucks- I'm just stating my situation & that I WANT TO CHANGE. I'm just worried about becoming stuck! I feel so behind more and more every day, and can't help but freak out.</p>
<p>I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES. If I get into a good program, I know I will be one of the best students. I'd love to be surrounded by people who share the same passion as me. I want to eat, sleep, & breathe theatre, and am so willing to do WHATEVER IT TAKES. It's just getting IN that I'm so worried about. </p>
<p>Are conservatories harder to get into than "regular" schools?
Am I shooting too high if I want to get into a conservatory?</p>
<p>I really want to go to Baldwin-Wallace, but I've heard they're hard to get into (it seems like pretty much every school is, though), and the application is intimidating, asking about multiple instruments/voices and how long I've been studying them. Honestly, I'll go anywhere that has good training. I don't care about the campus, the location, the college life, or anything. I just want teachers who are serious. Classes that challenge. & an opportunity to become more than someone with just a dream.</p>
<p>So my question is - If you were in my situation, what would YOU do? Where would you suggest to look into? Where would you apply? I know it's all about what I want, but I don't feel like I have that option. Do I even have the credentials to go to a good school like BW? </p>
<p>It doesn't seem like talent, drive, & destiny are enough, when put on paper, and that's what I have to offer.</p>
<p>I'm about to graduate the community college in the summer, and hope to transfer in the fall. I plan on auditioning for Baldwin-Wallace at the end of February, and can't start real voice lessons until January, due to the holidays. Is that enough time to prepare? </p>
<p>By the way, I see all these moms on here, discussing what's best for their sons and daughters, and I think it's awesome. I told my mom about it, and she said, "Why should I help you? No one helped me." So know that I'm on my own. My mom's not willing to do anything- not even look up college information or financial aid. But I can do it. I can make it happen. I just need advice/suggestions how. </p>
<p>I appreciate you taking the time to read all of this...and once again, please don't take this as me complaining & being super negative, even if that's how it sounds. I'm just upset. You have to start somewhere to be great, and I feel like that journey has yet to begin for me.</p>
<p>(Sorry if this is in the wrong area of threads; I looked up the word "chance" in the search and didn't find anything, lol)</p>
<p>Oh, and with all that being said, does an AWESOME audition override a not-so-impressive (if that's what mine sounds like) application? I plan on being confident & my audition being the strong point, for sure!</p>
<p>Thanks again!</p>
<p>-Chrissy</p>