@Thelma2 , thank you for your insight. I appreciate it. Yes, being at community college wasn’t what I thought it would it would be. However, my boyfriend, brother, aunt, cousin, and everyone I know have been telling me that university life will be a lot better with making friends than at community college since everyone isn’t commuters and don’t have other responsibilities like children or two or three jobs. That’s why I knocked UNT off my list–since its considered the number one commuter school. I’m leaning back towards TXST since that’s where I wanted to go straight out of high school, but that didn’t happened since my parents couldn’t afford sending my sister and I to school. I received a TXST booklet in the mail yesterday and just reviewing it. The campus seems truly beautiful, but doesn’t rank as TTU does and that’s OK. I am realizing with this college search that rankings don’t matter too much as Forbes would say they do. I’ve also decided that maybe UT systems wouldn’t be my best fit–it seems more of a serious school feel than that college life. I’ve toured UT Arlington, UTSA, UT Dallas and even visited the UT Health Science Center in Houston to know that.
Same goes for A&M systems, it doesn’t seems as if its for me. My brother could tolerate it being a Texan at Tarleton. Great school by the way.
So I have TTU and TXST back on the list. However, before I was considered TTU after I toured the campus I fell in love with it and asked two of my ex-professors from San Jac to write me a letter of recommendations for the Phi Theta Kappa Honors scholarship for TTU. They have completed it and mailed it over. Its like I can’t turn back now even if I wanted to.
I just keep having doubts that with a campus being so large, I will have a difficult time with making friends and not having smaller class sizes, also not to mention the lack of friendly nice people on TTU’s campus when I visited (hopefully that’ll change…)
I keep thinking I have to step out of my comfort zone, break out of my shell.
I never considered a private school since I know my parents won’t have much money to help me out and I am not asking them to since I’ll be claiming independent on my FAFSA. I’m applying to as many scholarships and filling out the FAFSA early. I want to receive pell grants, scholarships, not loans. I’ve dealt with loans and the financial aid department not helping you out when you think they should, it really burns and it turns your whole college experience into trash since you have a ball of stress weighing you down…
Its so funny how much stress I am putting on myself to find a university that fits me when I am only going to stay there for 2 or 3 years at the most. I am not a freshman, but a transfer junior and I want to experience the true college life.