<p>Every single moment of my life. It sucks being asian too because there is more pressure to succeed. I know how much I suck at everything. I know I will never amount to anything amazing or noteable. But I am going to live my life. That is all I have and to be paralyzed in my suckness is death. I know if I act accordingly and with a heart, something will come my way. </p>
<p>Life sometimes is just a collection of experiences, and I intend to collect, good and bad, as many as I can.</p>
<p>I think that.. defines my life.</p>
<p>I am inadequate.</p>
<p>Honestly, I don't really know. Who's to define what 'good enough' is? I guess if you compare me to others I'll never be the smartest, most beautiful, most talented, most popular...but that's like demanding perfection. Most of the time I'm good enough for me, and when I'm not, sure, I'll feel adequate, but I won't feel like I've completely reached a dead end.</p>
<p>Most people who aren't arrogant probably do feel inadequate at times, but for me it just means I have something to work towards.</p>
<p>I feel inadequate when I see people who are mature and completely satisfied with who they are.</p>