<p>One of my teachers didn't go to college until he was in his 30s- he joined the military and then traveled around the world doing odd jobs. He tells the best stories.</p>
<p>Sometimes I want to do that.</p>
<p>I know that in order to have the kind of life that I want to have, I need to go to college. I do not want to grow up living paycheck and paycheck, and I definitely know that the trades are not for me. I am not very skilled with my hands.</p>
<p>However, right now, I sometimes wish I could just lay in bed all day and not have to worry about this crap anymore. Right now I'm feeling so burnt out, and the idea of going away to college, where I strongly suspect the work load will only become more and more severe, really makes me depressed. </p>
<p>It seems like all of the things that people look forward to at college - freedom, parties, being social in general - are not things that I enjoy. I'm really hoping that it's not as bad as I'm expecting or I'll probably down a bottle of sleeping pills before I finish.</p>
<p>No, I want to level up my troll to lvl 99.</p>
<p>Yes so I can go to medical school and become a doctor and have a job that I love.</p>
<p>I really do. I just don't think I'm good enough.</p>
<p>yessssssssssssssssssssss
-.-</p>
<p>YES.</p>
<p>I've always just assumed I would go to college, and now that I've made my decision (YAY SONOMA STATE, GO SEAWOLVES!!!!), I'm getting SO excited. I can't wait for next fall!</p>