<p>Lately, I've been feeling really down about my choice of university. Not because I think it's a bad school, I just feel like it doesn't live up to the name of the schools my friends are going to. I live in SC, so we only know "big name" schools. </p>
<p>In my group of friends, literally everyone is going to such nice schools! 3 of my friends are going to MIT, one is going to Harvard, another Yale, 2 to Johns Hopkins, one to Stanford, and one to Wellesley.</p>
<p>To be honest, it's making me feel like my schools sucks. I got accepted into Northeastern, BU, BC, Wellesley, and the school I'm going to now(I don't want to name it for security... I'm weird like that). I visited all of them, and the one I am going to now just felt so right! I loved everyone there, all the professors I met, I hung out with all different types of people for 3 days in my preview sort of weekend thing, and I seriously thought that I couldn't go to any other school. It's a small private school in Boston.</p>
<p>Now I feel like i should have picked one of the other schools I got accepted to. I know I'm being stupid, but they are ranked higher on US News and Forbes, and they are names people know. When I tell people where my school is, they go "Oh, are you going to that school because so and so is going?"</p>
<p>Well no, considering I applied early and got accepted before everyone else...</p>
<p>It's just hard, I feel like I
A) have failed in life not going to a big name school
B) shamed my family for not giving them the opportunity to say "oh yeah she's going to (insert nice name here) </p>
<p>It's also not helping that the one's that got accepted into MIT and the Ivies are literally being singled out all over the place, by teachers, administration, and it makes me feel like I'm living a huge, poo filled shadow of bad college decision for picking a "lesser known" school.</p>