Does anyone else feel the same way?

<p>I've been so engrossed in the college process (or at least, thinking about college) for the past four years that now that I'm actually done with applications and whatnot, I feel pretty numb to what the future holds in terms of decisions. I already got into one of our state's universities (albeit, a lower tier one) so its no longer a question of whether or not I'm actually going to college... but yeah. Its like, if the schools that I held with such esteem decide to reject me, I doubt I'll feel even the slightest of remorse...</p>

<p>...is this normal?</p>

<p>You think that at the time, but when you’re staying up late at night in the weeks before your decision wondering if you’ll get accepted at your top choices, or staring at that screen waiting to click and get your decision, you’ll feel the biggest adrenaline rush/obsession rush evar. At least, this is true in my experience </p>