<p>I've been so engrossed in the college process (or at least, thinking about college) for the past four years that now that I'm actually done with applications and whatnot, I feel pretty numb to what the future holds in terms of decisions. I already got into one of our state's universities (albeit, a lower tier one) so its no longer a question of whether or not I'm actually going to college... but yeah. Its like, if the schools that I held with such esteem decide to reject me, I doubt I'll feel even the slightest of remorse...</p>
<p>...is this normal?</p>